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Monday, April 30, 2007 9:31 pm
30th listen, ♥  he'll nvr put more thn we can bear. havent i alwaes loved you? you were suspose to stay with me. iloveyou. iloveyou. iloveyou. I value the friend who for me finds time on the calendar but I cherish the friend who for me does not conslut the calendar. rebecca has left me for australia. and now you are going to leave me too. studying is more important. yes, indeed. the fact that you are leaving makes me sad. ): i'm begining to doubt myself and my capabilities. i have sooo much to pour out. i nvr seem to know wad is right and wrong. i nvr wanted to leave you sweetie, but i have to. i love you. i want you. i need you. you are all that i'll ever need and without you, i'll lost my sense of direction. nothing in this world seems right unless you are there with me. stay with me forever. love me till the end. because now, it wuld be impossible. my hopes and dreams are dashed. you dashed it all at once. i'm trying hard to give up. but wuld you still hold onto me and say you love me? i really wonder. iloveyoubaby! you're all that i'll ever need. goodbye love. i carnt see you anytyme soon. goodbye to this relationship. hello to reality. -` god trust you enough to challenge you ;; MARTHA!
9:18 pm
30thapril2007 listen, ♥  its nvr a right tyme for me to say goodbye, so LEAVE! ♥ HELLO! :D I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING. SORRY. I HAVE NTH TO BLOG ABOUT. SORRY. I LOVE REBECCA! I MISS REBECCA! I'LL SEE YOU SOON! BYE! :D ILOVEYOU! ♥ maybe this really means goodbye. ♥ GOD LOVES! <3 LOVE //* MARTHA <33
Friday, April 27, 2007 9:14 pm
27042006 listen, ♥  if only i was given another chance ♥ HELLO! :D I MISS REBECCA. ): MY LAST TRNG WITH REBECCA WAS ON TUESDAY. ATE DINNER AND WENT HOME. I SAW REBECCA CRY. I FELT SAD INSIDE. I ALMOST CRIED. I CONTROLLED MYSELF BECAUSE IF I WERE TO CRY INFRONT OF HER, SHE'LL FEEL EVEN MORE SAD AND CRY. I MISS REBECCA. ): I REALLY MISS HER. TRAINING WITHOUT HER IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT. ): I MISS REBECCA. I REALLY WANT HER BACK. BUT SHE HAS TO GO BCK TO STUDYING. COS IT WILL DO HER GOOD IN THE FUTURE. EDUCATION THERE IS WAY BETTER THEN EDUCATION HERE. I MISS HER. BUT I WUN FORGET HER. REBECCA! I'LL NVR FORGET WHAT YOU TOLD ME. I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL NVR BE REPLACED! I LOVE YOU GIRL! WHY MUST I LET YOU GO? YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! I DUN WANNA LET YOU GO. YOU ARE MY STRENGTH WHN I AM WEAK, YOU ARE THE TREASURE THAT I SEEK. YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL. I'LL NVR LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. ON TUESDAY, IT WAS DESIREE'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DESIREE! :D TODAY, IT IS TINGWEI'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGWEI LAOGONG! :D I MISS YOU REBECCA! I WANT YOU BACK HERE WITH ME. TO ME, YOU ARE THE WORLD. I LOVE YOU! ♥ THAT'S ALL. ONE HOUR TRAINING ROCKS___`* I'M MISSING YOU. BYE! :D ILOVEYOU! ♥ i destroyed my mind just to protect myself. ♥ GOD LOVES! <3 LOVE//* # MARTHA ]]*
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rebecca listen, ♥ I AM NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING, I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE! -REBECCA
Thursday, April 26, 2007 8:09 pm
26042006 listen, ♥ THE DAY YOU BREAK MY HEART IS THE DAY I'LL LIVE IN SELF-DENIAL. BECAUSE I KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. YOU ARE MY PILLAR OF SUPPORT, AND IF YOU ARE TO WALK AWAY FROM ME, I WILL DIE. STAY WITH ME AND NEVER LET ME GO. SAY YOU LOVE ME TILL THE END OF TYME. IF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE ON THIS EARTH, I'LL CRY MY HEARTS OUT. CAUSE I'LL NVR LIVE A DAY WITHOUT YOU. NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:07 pm
20042007 listen, ♥  i'll sing a song for you. HELLOS! :D TODAYS NT MY DAY. DEFINATELY! MY BLOODY INTERNET IS LAGGING. DAMN! THIS SUCKS! AS I SAID, TODAYS NOT MY DAY! SO TICKED OFF! SO IRRITATED. THANK YOU REBECCA FOR EVRYTHING. SORRY MR THAM FOR DISAPPOINTING YOU. ): WENT TO SCH AS USUAL. BRIGHT AND EARLY IN THE MORNING. TMRS A NOTHER DAY. SHAGG. I SERIOUSLY HATE IT LUHS. DAMN TIRING. ZZZ. LESSONS WERE BORING. I FOLDED HEARTS ALL THE WAY. SERIOUSLY, TEACHERS SHLD LEARN HW TO MAKE LESSONS INTRESTING. I'M BORED STIFF SITTING IN CLASS. DAMN! LALALA~ FINALLY, AFTER SCHOOL! WHEE` SO HAPPY. REBECCA! <3>_<" PRELIMS AND EXAMS ARE COMING SO SOON. ALL AT ONE GO.I TS TIRING. NATIONALS IS IN A FEW MONTHS TYME. FOLLOWED BY N LEVELS. SEESH. I'M ABOUT TO DROP DEAD LUHS. KILL ME PLEASE. DUN LET ME DIE SUCH A PAINFUL DEATH. I STLL HATE YOU! I HATE YOUR INNOCENCE. SEESH. I'M ABT TO KNOCK YOUR HEAD! DAMN! I HATE THE WAY YOU FLIRT ARND. YOU SIMPLY SUCK! -i know who you lyk- MUST YOU KEEP REMINDING ME OF THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH IN THE PAST. I TOOK FOREVER TO MAKE THE DECISION TO LEAVE HIM. WHY TALK ABT HIM AGAIN? STOP SAYING HIS NAME. STOP TRYING TO BE FUNNY. ITS NT FUNNY. IT SUCKS. I HATE IT ALRIGHT! HAVE SOME RESPECT PLEASE! ITS ALRDY MORE THAN A YEAR. WHY MENTION IT OVR AGAIN? I'VE FORGOTTEN ALL THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH. STOP BRINGING IT UP. DUN MAKE ME HATE YOU. WELL, THERES NTH MORE AND MUCH TO SAY OTHER THN, I MISS YOU! (: BYE! :D ILOVEYOU i nvr thought i'll be able to love you that much. KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY BOY! GOD LOVES! <3 -LIFESUCKS! <3 # MARTHA ]]* POSTED 3 TYMES!!!
Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:27 pm
19042007 listen, ♥  whn it all falls apart, you'll be there to catch me whn i fall. HELLO! :D I DIDNT BLOG YTD. WAS TOOOO TIRED TO. HEHES! =X YESTERDAY! :D IT WAS MR THAM'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR THAM! <33 I WAS TIRED YTD. I HAD TO TRAIN MY SEC ONES. THEY ARE SOOOOOOO ........... I DUN WANNA SAY IT. WADEVA THE CASE IS, AS LONG AS I DO WHAT I AM SUSPOSE TO DO. I DUN GIF FARK. COMPLAIN FOR ALL I CARE. YOU THINK I CARE? -DREAM. YTD I TRAINED WITH REBECCA! (: HEHEHES. =X FUN BUT EXTREMELY TIRED. I WAS A PAISEH CAN? I FELL DOWN TWICE. THE FIRST TYME, REBECCA FELL DOWN WITH ME. COS WE HAD TO STRIDE. THE SECOND TYME I FELL DOWN ON MY OWN. SO PAISEH LUHS! >_<" PAIN LUHS! I HURT MY HIP BONE AND MY HAMSTRING. SEESH. IT HURTS BADLY! ): MY LEFT HIP BONE AND RIGHT HAMSTRING. ): THE PAIN IS KILLING ME. REBECCA CAME TO MY HSE YTD. (: HEHEHEHHES! NEOPRINTS! :D THEY WERE AWESOME! (: I LOVE REBECCA! <333 DINNER WAS AWESOME! =X HURR` THN SENT HER DOWN. BATHED AND SLEPT. TIRED! EXTREMELY PLEASE! TODAY! :D FREAKING TIRED. COS SLEPT LATE. BORING NORMAL DAY IN SCH. SCH ENDED SO LATE. BLOODY PETATIC. I NEED A MASSAGE. MY HIP IS HURTING ME. SERIOUSLY. SUSPOSE TO D 5 RUNS TODAY. THE FIRST RUN I DID, MY HIPS WAS HURTING. I ENDURED. UNTIL THE THIRD ONE, I GAVE UP. I COULDNT TAKE IT ANY LONGER. I TOLD MR THAM. I RESTED. I DID MY WEIGHTS. (: HEHES. THEN REBECCA TOLD MR THAM HW I FELL YTD. =X SO PAISEH LUHS. HAHAHAHHAS. BUT NVRMIND LUHS. HE HAS TO KNOW ANYWAY. HEHEHEHEHS! =X TODAY'S DINNER IS OKAYY. (: GONNA EAT FINISH LERHS. OKAYY. I'M GOING OFF LERHS. BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ i'll leave the world behind just to spend forever with you.♥ GOD LOVES! <3 -LIFESUCKS! <3 # MARTHA ]]*
Monday, April 16, 2007 8:17 pm
16042006 listen, ♥  is it reality i'm living in HELLO! :D I'M CURRENTLY ON FIRE! I'M BURNING INSIDE. I'M ABT TO KILL ANYONE WHO IRRITATES ME. YES, I MEAN IT! FUCK FRIENDS! WTF ARE FRIENDS FOR? I FUCKING HATE COPYCATS. I FUCKING HATE YOU! FUCK YOU MAN! KINDLY FUCK OFF MY LIFE. AND STOP FUCKING BUZZING ARND MY LIFE LYK A FLY. FUCK YOU! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! YOU FUCKING BITCH! I'M IRRTATED MY YOUR FUCKING LOOK. I'M IRRTATED BY YOUR ACTING. I'M IRRTATED BY YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE. I'M FUCKING IRRTATED BY YOU. FUCK YOU MAN! I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FUCKING FRIEND. AND ON TOP OF THAT A FUCKING GOOD FRIEND. I NVR EXPECTED YOU TO BE A FUCKING BITCH. STOP WHORING ARND. KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GUY. KEEP YOU HANDS OFF MY FRIENDS GUYS. JUST STICK TO YOUR GUY. HE'S ALL YOU NEED. QUIT WHORING! YOU SUCK! YOU MAY HATE ME. OTHERS MAY DEFEND YOU. BUT DO YOU THINK I CARE? ITS MY BLOG. ITS WAD I WANNA SAY. FUCK YOU BITCH! I SIMPLY HATE YOU. I HATE YOU FOR COPYING ME. YOU'RE NT AT ALL ORIGINAL. SO SICKENING AND DISGUSTING. I HATE YOU FOR BEING A BAD LIAR. DUN YOU THINK YOUR STORIES HAVE SO MANY LOOPHOLES? YOU SUCK LUHS. LEARN SOME LYING SKILLS FRM ME. I HATE YOU FOR BEING SUCH AN ACTRESS. YOUR ACTING SKILLS RAWK. TRY MINE THE NXT TYME. I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE. YOU CAN HATE MINE TOO. YOU THINK I FUCKING CARE? HATE ME ALL YOU FUCKING WANT. I DUN FUCKING GIVE SHYTE. ITS MY FUCKING PROBLEM AND NOT YOURS. MINE YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. FUCKING BITCH! YOU SIMPLY MAKE ME WANNA PUKE. I HATE YOUR INNOCENCE. I HATE THE WAY YOU ACT. I HATE THE WAY YOU COPY ME. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I SIMPLY HATE YOU! ONE DAY, DUN BLAME ME IF I INSULT YOU BADLY. DUN BLAME ME IF I SLAP YOUR FUCKING FACE. EVEN IF YOU DO, YOU THINK I FUCKING GIVE SHYTE? TODAYS A FUCKING BAD DAY FOR ME. I'VE BEEN SAYING FUCK. I'M SORRY CORNY. I NOE I SHOULDNT BE. BUT I'M PISSED. I NEED SOMEONE TO VENT MY ANGER ON. I WUN DO IT ON YOU. THEREFORE, TO BLOG IS MY ONLY RESORT. TODAY HASNT BEEN A VERY BAD DAY TILL I FOUND OUT ABT WAD THAT FUCKER DID. I NVR KNEW SOMEONE LYK HER WOULD BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE. BUT WHO FUCKING CARES LUHS. I'M DAMN PISSED. I'M TRYING TO COOL DOWN. I'LL SLEEP EARLY AND TRY TO FORGET. I'M TRYING TO FOGIVE AND FORGET. REALLY! MORNING, WENT TO SCH AS USUAL. TIRED. THN LESSONS. BLAHH BLAHH BLAHHH. WENT TO EAT LUNCH. HAD FUN DURING LUNCH TYME TRNG WAS CANCELLED. TRACKERS ENDED UP PLAYING CATCHING. IT RAWKED! I LOVE PLAYING CATCHING! WHEE` AWESOME MAN! I LOVE TRACKERS! HURR! I LOVE THE FUN WE JUST SHARED. IT SIMPLY RAWKED! WHEE` LOVE! <333 THN WENT HOME. BATHED. ATE DINNER. USE COMP. GONAN SLEEP SOON. LOVE YOU CORNY! <333 BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ i would give you the world if you really want it. you are my world.♥ GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:02 pm
15042007 listen, ♥  some things are better left unsaid HELLO! :D TODAYS A SUNDAY. NVR GO AH GONG'S HSE TODAY. =X WOKE UP LATE TO WATCH MAH MANCHESTER UNITED MATCH. I WOKE UP AT HALF TYME. LOLS! I OVR SLEPT. MANCHESTER UNITED WON WATFORD 4-1. (: WHEE` AWESOME RIGHT? =X VERY HAPPY MANCHESTER UNITED WON. (: SLEPT OUTSIDE AFT THAT. HEHEHEHS. DUNNO WHY. SIAO LERHS. END UP SLEEPING WITH THE FAN OUTSIDE. IN THE LIVING ROOM LUHS. =X SUPER DUPER UPER TIRED LUHS! WOKE UP VERY EARLY! 645AM. SUSPOSE TO WAKE UP AT 630. WOKE UP LATE. =X COS MUST GO TO SIMIN THERE. THE TEMPLE BAIBAI. WAS VERY TIRED. WALK HERE AND THERE LORHS. EVERY YEAR ALSO THE SAME. =X THEN ATE BREAKFAST. NOT NICE DERHS! >_<" HAHAHAHAS! THN TOOK BUS HOME WITH AH GONG LORHS. THN AH GONG WENT HOME. WE WENT TO SINGTEL WITH UNCLE. UNCLE BOUGHT A NEW PHONE. NOKIA N73. OMG! MY DREAM PHONE! I WANT IT BADLY! >_<" LALALALALA~ I STILL LOVE MY NOKIA 6680. HAHAHAHAS~ ANYWAY.. THERES NTH MUCH TO POST. WAS FIDDLING WITH THINGS. SOON AFT I WRAPPED MY BOOKS. TMR BAG HEAVY. VERY HEAVY! SIAN DIAOS. HAIISH. TMR GT PE. SIAN DIAOS. FIRST PERIOD SIA. CAN DIE DERHS. I WANT TO SLEEP! BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ because i know, you'll be the one ♥ GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:17 pm
14042007 listen, ♥  asleep, i see you lying next to me. HELLO! :D I WOKE UP EARLY TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY. WAS LATE AS USUAL. DAMN TIRED LUHS. I'M GONNA SLEEP AND WAKE UP LTR, TO WATCH MAH MANCHESTER UNITED VS WATFORD MATCH. (: I WANNA SLEEP SOON. =X HEHES. OKAYY LUHS. TODAY NTH MUCH TO BLOG ABT. MORNING WOKE UP GO SCH. THE AFT SCH WENT TO EAT LUNCH. MY -LICIOUS! FAMILY LUNCH. IT WAS AWESOME! (: I LOVE TRIPLETS AND Y-BEI! <33 THN WENT TO CLEMENTI TO TAKE A BUS TO BUKIT BATOK INTERCHANGE, AND THN TAKE ANOTHER BUS TO BUKIT GOMBAK STADIUM. SAW BIRDY RUN, THN WENT HOME. WASNT ABLE TO SEE CHIN HWEE RUN HIS FINALS. SORRY. TOOK BUS TO BUKIT BATOK INTERCHANGE AND WALKED HOME. IT DRIZZLED. I CHIONGED HOME. =X HAHAHAHAHAS! =X DIDNT REALLY GET WET LUHS. REACHED HOME I SLACKED FOR LESS THN ONE HOUR, GOT READY TO GO TO CHURCH. MET FELICIA AND DESIREE AT CLEMENTI MRT THN WENT TO CHURCH. DESIREE FETCH US FRM THE CAB. THE TAXI DRIVER SO FIERCE. BULLY SIA! >_<" THN WE ENJOYED EACH OTHERS COMPANY IN CHURCH AND THN HOME WE WENT. SENT FELICIA TO THE BUS STOP. THN KERBY AND I TOOK THE BUS HOME. TIRED! HOME! (: ATE DINNER. USED COMPUTER. GOING TO SLEEP SOON. DATS ALL LUHS! (: BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ just whn i needed you most ♥ GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Friday, April 13, 2007 8:59 pm
13april2007 listen, ♥  AND I CARNT LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. HELLO! :D TODAY IS FRIDAY THE 13. SWAY DAY. YES. INDEED, IT IS. WOKE UP WITH FLU. DAMN! SUCKS RIGHT? EVERYONE WAS SO SWAY. LESSONS WERE BORING. MATHS.. ): I AM SADD. I FORGOT HW TO DO MY TEST ALL OF A SUDDEN. LYK WTF LUHS? NVRMIND LUHS. I'M USELESS ANYWAY. ): I WANNA CRY. ): ANYWAY, THERES MATHS TMR. BOOOHOOOOHOOOOO. LOLS! SIAN LUHS~ TRNG WAS QUITE BORING. TRNG WAS KIND OF TIRING IN A WAY. DID EVERYTHING EXCEPT BUTT LIFT. =X HAHAS. I'M TIRED NOW. QUITE TICKED OFF WITH STUPID PEOPLE. POOR TINGWEI. ): HAHAS! =X KAYY LUHS, DUN BULLY YOU. =X SIAN LUHS. NTH TO SAY LERHS. I FINALLY ATE MY WAFFLE. (: VERY HAPPY. =X WHEE` BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ WE CARNT MAKE COMPARISONS IN A RELATIONSHIP. I LOVE YOU THE MOST ♥ GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:10 pm
12042007 listen, ♥  MY HIDDEN LIFE STORY. HELLOS! :D TODAY, I GOT BCK MAH A MATHS PAPER. FAILED AGAIN. WHAT'S NEW? TODAY'S TRNG VERY SLACK. OR SHLD I SAY.. I SLACKED LYK CRAP. VERY BORED NOW. SCHOOL SUCKED. SO LONG. TIRED MAN! EXTREMELY. I SLEPT EARLY YTD, BUT WAS VERY TIRED TODAY. DUNNO WHY. CAUGHT A FLU. SWEETHEART CAUGHT A FLU TOO. TMR TRNG AT NUS. JIALAT LERHS! THE SEC 3 PROBABLY ENJOYED THEMSELEVES. HAHAS! ANYWAY.. THERES NTH MORE TO SAY! BYE! :D ILOVEYOU♥ MY SILENT BETRAYAL. GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:47 pm
11042007 listen, ♥  WAS IT MEANT TO BE GOODBYE? HELLOS! :D I LAST BLOGGED ON SATURDAY. SIAN DIAOS. I WASNT VERY HAPPY ON SATURDAY AS YOU NOE. COS OF THE PREVIOUS POST I POSTED. SUNDAY:D IT SUCKED. MY TIMING SUCKS. MY RACE SUCKS. I DIDNT DO MY BEST. I REGETTED. DEFINATELY. ): IF I'VE DONE MY BEST.. WHAT KIND OF RESULTS WOULD I GET? I REALLY WONDER. MANCHESTER UNITED LOST THEIR MATCH AGAINST PORTSMOUTH. ): ITS SADDENING. I KNOW. ITS NOW A THREE POINT GAP. ): BUT I KNOW MANCHESTER UNITED CAN DO IT! JIAYOU! HAHAS! I DIDNT DO WELL FOR MY 800M. BUT FORGET IT. ITS MY FAULT THN. MY RACE AGAINST TYME FAILED. I'LL DO BETTER NEXT TYME! MONDAY :D DID MY TRNG IN THE MORNING! (: HAHAHAHAS! WEIGHT ONLY LUHS. =X HEHEHEHES! THN DID WORKOUT AFT SCH. SEC ONES. I TOOK THEM. REBECCA! <3 HAHAS. DAMN BORED NOW. ): MR THAM WAS DAMN ANGRY WITH US. I'M SORRY MR THAM. I'M NT A GOOD VICE CAPTAIN AT ALL. I'M SORRY. WAS DAMN TIRED. PORTSMOUTH GOT TRASHED BY WATFORD! 4-2! HAHAHAHAS! ASSHOLES! =X KIDDING LUHS. =X TUESDAY :D WANTED TO WAKE UP EARLY TO STUDY. HAD HISTORY TEST. I'M SO CLOSE TO GETTING FULL MARKS. ): JUST ONE MISSING POINT.. ): STRIKES ILLEGAL. ): ASS! NVRMIND LUHS. I TOOK LYK ALTOGETHER ONLY 1-3 HRS TO STUDY? I DUNNO? SOMEWHERE THERE. WASNT VERY SURE WITH EVERYTHING BUT THN I DID IT. (: AND I'M GLAD. MR THAM WAS STILL ANGRY. BUT THERE WASNT MUCH THAT I COULD DO TO HELP SAVAGE THE SITUATION RIGHT? ALL I COULD DO WAS TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO. DOES BEING MYSELF COUNT? I HAVE A FEELING MR THAM WAS ANGRY WITH ME. I DUNNO WHY. LOLS. MAYBE ITS JUST ME. I DUNNO? DAMN TIRED. ): REBECCA! <3 JOHNNY CAME OVR TO MAH HOUSE. BECAUSE HE WANTED TO SEE REBECCA. BUT HE DIDNT SEE HER EVENTUALLY. HE RAN AWAY. THAT SILLY FELLA. LOLS! =X MORE UPDATES SOON BAHS. OR MAYBE, NONE AT ALL! HAHAS! =X DAMN TIRED. GOVERNMENT'S HAVING A PAY RISE. ): WHATEVER THE CASE LUHS. PLEASE STOP INCREASING THE TAXES! I HATE IT OKAYY! WEDNESDAY! :D TODAY! (: I DIDNT HAVE TO TRAIN THE SEC ONES! (: WHEE` HEHES. I DID WEIGHTS AND THN WENT HOME. 1 HOUR. (: AWESOME RIGHT? HAHAS. THN IT RAINED. =X STUDIED. CAME HOME THN. NT VERY TIRING LEHS. I VERY HAPPY THAT TODAY'S TRNG NT VERY JIALAT. =X OKAYY LUHS, DATS ALL LERHS. I VERY TIRED. SUPER DUPER TIRED. =X MAYBE COS OF THE PAST FEW DAYS. =X HAHAHAHAHHAS! =X MANCHESTER UNITED TRASHED ROMA 7-1! WOOOOOHOOOOHOOOO! <3 AWESOME ISNT IT! (: CRISTIANO RONALDO! <33 MANCHESTER UNITED! <33 MY LOVES! <33 DATS ALL FOR TODAY. (: GOODBYE FRIENDS! :D MY CORNY DEAR♥ ILOVEYOU♥ IN TROUBLED TYMES ITS YOU I SEEK. GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Saturday, April 07, 2007 8:30 pm
070407 listen, ♥  MY FRIENDS ♥ HELLOS! :D TODAY, I SAW REBECCA! (: I'M VERY HAPPY TO SEE HER ONCE AGAIN. BUT WOULD WE STILL BE AS CLOSE AS BEFORE? I REALLY WONDER. BUT DOES IT REALLY MATTER? WAD MATTERS IS DAT OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST. I LOVE REBECCA! <3 THANKS FOR THE PRESENT. LOVE IT LOTS! <33 FRIENDS COME AND GO. I KNOW. BUT MEMORIES FADE AWAY SLOWLY. IT TAKES TYME. REBECCA! YOU'LL NVR BE FORGOTTEN BY ME. NO MATTER WHAT. THIS IS MY PROMISE TO YOU! <3 TMR'S MY RACE. SERIOUSLY, I'M BEGINING TO DOUBT MY ABILITY TO RUN. I'M A LOSER BY NATURE. AND SO? WHAT ABOUT YOU? I ADMIT DEFEAT IN ALL THAT I DO. AND SO? WADS WRONG WITH THAT? AT LEAST I'M NT PROUD AS TO BOAST ABT MYSELF. SO DISGUSTING! HATE ME ALL YOU ONE? WAD DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO ME? IF I AM CHILDISH WAD ARE YOU? YOU THINK YOU'RE ANY BETTER? SUCK BALLS LUHS. THANKS FOR TODAY CORNY. LOVE YOU! ♥ YES, I LOVE MY DEAREST. I LOVE MY LOVED ONES. YOU GT A PROBLEM? I BET YOU DO. JUST GET OVER IT. YOU'RE USELESS! (: I'M GONNA RUN TMR'S RACE. I'M GONNA DO MY BEST. I'M NT AFT THE WIN. I'M RACING AGAINST TYME. MARCUS IS SOOO LAZY. LOLS! ALL HE DOES IS SLEEP. STUPID DOG. =X HAHAHAHAHAS! WHY YOU SO TIRED? MARCUS SEEMS TO BE SICK. I DUNNO WHY. HE DOESNT SEEM HIS USUAL SELF. LOLS! RETARDED DOG. =X WELL, I WENT OUT WITH CIEN AND XUETING JUST NOW. (: THEY ARE LOVE! <33 I LOVE MY TRPLETS! <33 HAHAS. HAD FUN I GUESS. TO BE HONEST, I WAS QUITE PISSED WHN CIEN KEPT SAYING DUNNO. SORRY. =X HAHAS! SENT NOELLE TILL AH GONG HSE THERE THE BUS STOP. MET CORNY FOR AWHILE AND THN HOME I WENT. (: THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING CORNY. YOU ARE LOVED! <3 ANONYMOUS, WHO ARE YOU? I'M STILL WONDERING. PLEASE LEAVE YOUR NAME WHN YOU TAG. THANK YOU! (: HUMANS ARE BORN TO LEARN. STOP FREAKING BEING PROUD. IT'LL GET YOU NO WHERE. I LOVE REBECCA! <3 I LOVE MY -LICIOUS! FAMILY! <3 I LOVE TRIPLETS! <3 I LOVE MY FRIENDS! <3 I LOVE MY BOY! <3 DATS ALL! (: TOODLES! :D ILOVEYOU♥ FOR THE FEAR OF LOSING MY LOVE. I'LL ALWAES CATCH YOU WHN YOU FALL. GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Friday, April 06, 2007 7:38 pm
06042007 listen, ♥  CONFIRMATION ♥ HELLO! :D BLOGGING FOR THE WHOLE WEEK NVR CROSSED MY MIND. THEREFORE, I AM NOT BLOGGING FOR THE WEEK. HENCE, YOU'LL ONLY GET POSTING FOR TODAY. (: IF YOU HATE ME SO BE IT. I DUN GIVE FARKING SHYTE. GET IT STRAIGHT. GET IT RIGHT. (: I AM UNDER NOTHING TO TREAT YOU WELL. YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME. THEREFORE, DUN TREAT YOURSELF LYK SOME BIG FARK. YOU AINT. YOU JUST STINK. YOU SUCK. YES YOU DO! WHY CARNT I TALK ABT YOU? YOU DESERVE TO BE TALKED ABT! IF PEOPLE KNEW WHAT KIND OF A PERSON YOU ARE, GUESS HW MUCH AGONY YOU CAN BE IN? DUN PISS BE OFF. I'LL GIVE YOU THE WORSE SIDE OF ME. I HATE BASTARDS. YOU DESERVE TO BE SCOLDED. YOU DESERVE TO BE INSULTED EVEN. YOU SIMPLY SUCK TO THE POINT THAT YOU SHOULD JUST HEAD FOR DEATH. JUST JUMP DOWN AND DIE. WHO GIVES FARK? WHO GIVES SHYTE? FARK OFF BASTARD! WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE INSULTED? BASTARD! BASTARD! BASTARD! FARK OFF BASTARD! WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO INSULT YOU? YOU SUCK. GOOD FIRDAY. DERES NTH MUCH TO DO. I WOKE UP AT LYK 11+. AFT A 12 HRS SLEEP. SO SHIOK! I COULD HAVE SLEPT LONGER MINUS THE NAGGINGS. THEN WENT TO CHURCH AT LYK 215. REACHED HOME AT 5. HAHAS. TOMORROW'S GONNA BE A BIG DAY, FOR SOME OF MY JUNIORS AND MY FRIENDS. NATIONAL JUNIORS. (: MINE IS ON SUNDAY. GOD BLESS ME. (: I AM TIRED. VERY VERY TIRED. WATCHING CINDERELLA. LOLS! THE MOVIE IS SHOWING ON TV. NTH TO DO. FREAKING BORED. YES, I HATE PEOPLE! I HATE YOU! GET IT STRAIGHT. YOU SUCK! GET OUT OF MY WAY. FARK OFF! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! <3 I LOVE CORNY! <3 DATS ALL LUHS. BYE! :D 我爱你♥ CORNY BOY! <3 -I AM THE TRUTH YOU MUST LIVE WITH` GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE;;; # MARTHA ]]*
Thursday, April 05, 2007 8:53 pm
05042007 listen, ♥  CLARE AND PETYON! <3 HELLO! :D THURSDAY, ITS A LONG DAY. I'M VERY VERY VERY TIRED! SUPER DUPER! I WANNA SLEEP NOW. I WOKE UP AT 230AM TO STUDY, FOR TODAY'S SS TEST. I'M GONNA FLUNK MAH A MATHS TEST. I'M TIRED. TRNG WAS OKAYY LUHS, BUT I WAS TOO TIRED FOR ANYTHING. SUNDAY IS MY COMPETITION! DIE LERHS! -CRIES; I WANNA DIE. BYE! :D 我爱你♥ ITS YOU AND ME. <3 GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE; # MARTHA ]]*
Monday, April 02, 2007 9:40 pm
02042007 listen, ♥  THE MEMORIES! <3 HELLO! :D I'M GOING TO SLEEP LERHS. LOVE ME NEW BLOGSKIN? I WONDER WHY THE 4N1 BLOG IS CREATED. BLOODY AIRHOLES TAGGING. RETARD. REALLY! SIANN. GOODNIGHT! (: I JUST FINISHED MY DINNER! :D TRAINING KILLED! =X NATIONAL JUNIORS THIS SUNDAY! >_<" DIE LIAOS! BYE! :D 我爱你♥ I'LL DIE IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT. <3 FOR A MOMENT, I THOUGHT I VANISHED FRM YOUR WORLD. GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE; # MARTHA ]]*
Sunday, April 01, 2007 10:07 pm
01042007 listen, ♥  FUNKY, SHE IS! <3 DUN FUCK ARND WITH ME! WHAT A WAY TO START A NEW MONTH. IT MAY BE 01 APRIL.
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1stapril2007 listen, ♥  I MISS YOU! HELLO! :D SUNDAY~ SHO BORING! I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY FOR CHURCH. DIDINT GO TO CHURCH YTD COS MUMMY SICK. MUMMY'S STILL SICK. GET WELL SOON MUMMY! I AM SOOO BORED ALRIGHT~ CAME HOME FRM AH GONG'S HSE NT LONG AGO. HAD LATE LUNCH. DINNER WAS ALRIGHT. PRESENTABLE. (: SIMPLY EDIBLE! (: HAHAS. DIDNT DO MUCH STUFF TODAY. I STUDIED. =X AMAZING! AND OF ALL SUBJECTS I TAKE.. MATHS! =X HAHAHAHHAS! =X I COPIED MAH MATHS HMWRK OVR AGAIN. AND I DID MATHS NOTES. AWESOME. COS I WAS BORED. I SWEAR! I DID IT COS I WAS BORED. DATS ALL. STOP ALL THE BULL SHITTING. NTH TO ADD! (: BYE! :D I WANNA BE YOUR PILLAR OF SUPPORT` CORNY DEARR! <3 GOD LOVES! <3 -LOVE; # MARTHA ]]* DEEP IN HER HEART, SHE HIDES HER PAIN. THE HEART BEARS ALL THE THE PAIN. |
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